ugh.

I don't have much new to report right now. Nothing happily exciting anyway. I had my surgery a month ago today and I remain in quite a bit of pain and missing out on a lot of life. I am still searching for answers and trying to keep my spirits up but truly, it is just plain hard. I do feel blessed that through this my employer has been so gracious as to let me keep my job, but I am sure their patience is running thin. So I am pushing my body as much as possible to be there and trying my best to be present and delightful in my relationships, but that is probably lacking at this point too.

here's to more exciting posts and i am hoping for better days VERY SOON!